Yourself?

How can you be yourself in a world full of hate, anger and envy. A world full of people that takes things for granted, adn the moment you step away for a minute, you become a traitor. I guess it's true what they say, it takes years to develop a friendship, but it takes only a minute to destroy it, and a simple answer, a simple comment can destroy things that are supposedly unbreakable.

Life tends to teach you things in a way that's not the correct one, but at the end, it teaches you what you need to survive in life, too bad that the lesson you learn, it has a lot of side effects.

Another thing that's true, you were born alone, and you die alone, no matter how many "friends" you have or had in life. but haver you ever wondered (i have) ¿why people sometimes act the way they do? I guess they just don't see what you do for them, they only see what they do for you, but they never thjink about all the things, all the sacrifices you do for them, i guess it's part of life to do things for people, that they will never find out about, ¿too sad no?

Staying under the shade is the best way to survive, doing things for yourself, and to care less about other people, but only you. People aren't gratefull, they couldn't care less about you, and in the minute there happy, your gone from their lifes, and a way to survive (you think) is to have the "happiness" in a way of speaking, that you did at least one thing that changed their lifes, it doesn't matter if you said this or that, if it was big or small, you did something. the shit in all this is that, doesnt't work for me.

"that you never saw the signs, that you never lost your grip, oh come on now! that's such a childish claim. Now i wear brand of traitor, don't it seem a bit absurd, when it's clear i was so obviosly framed"